Bad friends

I have had loads of people who have had bad bad friendships with me. They are toxic. They make everything all about them. They are always women. I don’t know how I get myself into these types of situations. But I slipped into it since about 2013 after Alex banman cheated on me with this woman Danielle from Roger outrank where he worked. She is a black woman. She had long straight hair. It was disturbing. How I all of sudden slipping inside these types of situations and relationships. They are all brutal. They have a taste of brute fanaticism fascism. These women make it all about themselves. I found it absurd. I no longer talked to them or any women. I don’t know them. They are all thieves. I currently live with my mom who is an illegal immigrant. Can someone get her out of this country? She is evading the surveillance and checkup of the authority. She is not supposed to be a refugee. She is not Christian. Can this abuse stop? Etc.